Gooooooodddddd........ haizzz there s nothing good bout this week la -.-""" for me anyway. So lets c wat has happened since i last blogged....
I dun feel lik bloggin nw,im just way way too emo n sad n every emotion except happiness la tats all, dun worry guys, ill b fine eventually but just nt in the nxt mth or so la, so im sorry guys but happiness isnt in the air right nw.
AYA who cares bout this emo shit, lets just post some crap la. On sat i stayed back just for handball, very smart rite? i know.. -.-" haha so i waited till 3 just to play handball n at the time being, sat wif FnV n just talked n laughed, then santi said something which made me n khairi think diff haha :P so funny. Then some1 mentioned tat if laugh alot cn get pecs lik WTH :P then every1 began laughing, terus 6pecs wa haha :P paloi haha
Handball finally arrived n lik every1 was taking pics of their groups dono y then the matches began. Kwang import me into his team coz izzat left to play football n as kwang would say ' no challenge' coz we crushed the other team 6-0 or 5-0 haha :P sorry najmi :P, Kwang n Zaty were on fire but i assist also la haha :P. A great day overall n i told fiqah tat pork egg nyaman haha :P n ever since, she has been naggin me bout it haha :P
Monday was an extremely horrible day, as soon as i entered class, there was lik a chill in the room, ian, aklimah they all were in a circle n they were talkin bout something, then ian turned around n said tat they got called for scholarship briefing. My heart skipped a beat n then sherwin entered the class n said melvin also got called. My worst fears came true as soon as i heard it. Since every1 got called for the scholarship in my class, my worst fear was tat only 4 of us would remain n tat i would b the only guy. After bio extra,hakeemah msg me saying tat the rest got the scholarship n tat we 2 were the 1s left in bio class. SHIT!@!!!!!!!!!#@#$$#^%$#@#
Tues didnt go so well either. Had an assembly for the scholarship ppl n the remaining chinese guys were lik sittin together n chattin bout how things would b lik n then every1 emo, lik no more super fun parties n lik who to invite, lik half of the list gone wa -.-" n no more tennis n squash 2 n oh yea, dun forget going out,hai boring berabis la!!!!! talor kamu semua tinggalkan aku ;( haizzz BAIE!!!!!!!! i think swearing in malay doesnt make it sound sooo bad, lik shit n the f word sounds worse.
Wed, had time to clear my head n finally focus abit after 2 days of 'emo-ing' haha.
Thurs (today) wasnt great either. Had australian maths competition n it was ok,a few of the ques were quite tough though. Went back to an empty classroom n was feelin emo again after hazirah came in saying this is how its goin to b in a month's time. Squash came n i wasnt in the mood for it,lost to najmi n kwang n couldnt get my serve right,excuses i know but my nerves in my hand must b something wrong coz its always painful after i stop playing,during a match also v pain so i decided to take it easy. Played wif the girls n taught zaty n zatul how to play a bit, hope u girls had fun n learned something haha :P although i suck at it.
Hmm from moodless to blabering out watever crap was in my head. Its gona get v quiet around here soon...
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Another wk has past ...
Selamat pagi anak anak -.-" god i hate tat sound haha :P but hey i lik to try out diff impersinations, if tats how u spell it of course haha :P
Another wk has past n the stress levels r building by the minute. Pretty much nothing interesting has happened since my last post but im just gona talk bout crap anyway so bear wif me while i b lik a girl n whine my 'wk's story' in this post haha :P
Well last friday was rolly's last day at tuition -.-" n nw me n melly gona suffer without him -.-" thanks rolly -.-" kalok ass boy haha :P but the sleepy comment was funny haha :P n cant c melly laughing at u anymore haha :P haizzz hav fun freezin ur butts off in england blehzzz :P
Anyway b4 i begin,just wan2 wish Baasit (23/7) n Mizan (24/7) a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) n best of luck in everything :) n oh yea happy advance bday to Hazirah 2 ( 27/7) :)
Ok so lets get t the 'sort of interesting stuff'. Hmm lets c ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm hmm i got nothing haha :P ok jk umm on sat pretty much nothing happened except we had to start on our chem presentation, me n melly partners of course n we worked our asses off gettin the presentation together but the presentation 99% melly do 1 haha :P i just giv comments n find most of the info haha :P so thanks melly for doin the presentation. Anyway so on sat, sir brought this big bag with a projector inside n lots of wires n everything, getting all set up for us. However,the stupidest thing was tat after setting up the equipment, no1 brought a laptop haha including sir :P Paloi jua tu haha so the presentation was postponed to nxt wk hehe ( C melly, told u ours would b the following wk wa, do till i can barely c the words on my comp :P)
Tat afternoon,we had phys prac -.-" n it was lik the worst phys prac i hav ever done. It was soooo horrible. we tried to tie a string to a ruler for over 30 mins n still cant tie again haha until sir came n help us. It sounds much stupider than it looks but when u do the prac then u know. So we (the special 1s) had to stay back till 3+ tat noon n then at 3 my mom kept callin me -.-" while i was half way doin my prac. 6 times to b exact haha coz she wan2 know wat time i come back. So after i finished my prac,terus rush to the front.
On monday tues n wed, pretty much nothing interesting happened except we did our chem presentations, i was lik freakin nervous till i talk soooooo fast haha n i nearly burn down the lab haha jk :P luckily the fumes didnt escape or else the whole lab would n in rubbles hehe. But overall the presentation went quite smoothly la.
Tues naveen joined us during phys tuition, haha welcome to the group nav hehe, teacher was lil pist at us coz we kept talking :P n got 1 funny part where she marah me n terus ask if hav any ques n then i terus ask haha :p lik buang case wa haha :P but tuition was ok n oh yea i forgot to mention, ck Haiseh went round the school spot checking classes, a few handphones n ipods etc were confiscated n we were all shit scared till me rolly n melly went to staffroom to hide our fones haha n btw thanks sir for keeping them safe :) owe u 1 haha :)
On wed, some of us were still lil scared of bringin fone but most of us din care haha but our class nvr kena check b4 anyway but who knows,mayb curse :S choi..... n oh yea tat night me rolly n melly went to play tennis, me shit rusty la, didnt play for 3wks i think, rolly pawned us mostly but at the end i pawn him back haha :P woo rolly haha but the night was fine for once n so everything was ok la, except for the millions of bugs -.-""" sasak ku the dumb bugs
So... today arrived. Firstly,entered class n told sherry i couldnt go bowling tonight, i dont wan2 put wat he said la but tats so nt the reason n u know it. Then after tat we went to chem lab to hav our australian chem thingy. I hantam most of the ques :P haha n we get to miss 15min of phys haha :P but phys was dull,no sherry to ans all the ques haha but the guys stepped up anyway n managed to ans most of the ques hehe, we r so gona b dead when u guys leave haha :P but dun worry, im here haha :P lol its gona b crap haha :P
After phys was stats n we did our corections for our previous topical test, man my marks suck -.-""" but we pretty much did nothing after tat till recess n oh yea,ian drew pics of every1 in class as animals, i was an owl -.-" i hav no idea y haha :P but tats gona bite ian in the butt in the nxt few paragraphs haha read n find out hehe.
So it was recess n so melly sherry n i went to the canteen n bought fried mee,then we went to buy macaroni from rabi n the gang n they told us today is the last time they r gona sell tat :( awww nyaman berabis ah, to those who nvr tried it,kasian u all.... n so we ate till sooo full. Then we went for mv critic club or should i say mv watching club haha :P. We watched a thai 'horror' mv haha noticed i put the inverted commas? :P hehe. Its called 'Haunting me' n its 50% funny, 45% bad words n 100% corrupts the mind n oh yea 1% scary haha :P n 4% boring n just gay haha coz the actors r transsexuals :P haha n they swear in almost every sentence they say n its just funny instead of scary haha :p laugh most of the time haha paloi kan :P then it corrupts the mind in just 1hr 30 min haha :P melvin funny corrupted oledi haha :p he closed his ears most of the time haha :P to prevent the corruption but i spooked him a few times haha i know i know,evil haha :P too tempting wa haha :P
So anyway, after mv, we went to canteen, didnt eat much,just bun n green tea, sat wif the girls for a while n then i left coz they were acting weird haha ok weirder than usual haha which i hav no idea y but they were all looking at me n ......... haha :P u guys dun hav2 know y hehe :P. Anyway so we did some writing bout wat qualities r for a model student n teacher n then teeqah mentioned bout the animal drawings haha :P n she mentioned Mr ray was drawn as an ostrich :P haha mr ray was lil offended haha n kept picking on ian haha :P n then she mentioned tat ck rahimah was a queen bee (evil 1 haha :P) n ck syiqin was a unicorn n mr ray was a snake n last but nt least, ck rosita as a bunny haha :P. But anyway haha mr ray was haha funny la the way he kept aiming ian hehe n we watched 'Simone' again. Gd mv btw
Chem came n oh boy, 2hrs of chem haha. Cody wajee anwar n sulaiman presented their presentations n anwar was soo cute n funny haha. He just stared at the screen then said 'this is nt the picture' haha :P n then half was explaining he said, this substance reacts wif this substance to form this substance which i do not know the name haha :P n just an inside joke, call sulaiman 'sulaim-one' and anwar ' anw-ol' haha :P n then we had pracs n i must say,tat was 1 of the owrst pracs we hav ever done,it was a complete mess la.
Waited till 5 30 for my parents n b4 tat talked to fiqah n fifah n sherry n kelly n every1 else la haha :P n talked to fiqah n fifah bout 'pork egg; haha :P n the 1st thing tat pops into ur head is ' baby bertalorkan? :P' hahaha funny la :P
So night came n my parents brought me to muara coz they wan2 c something n then we had dinner there, n i ate way toooo much coz i was freakin hungry coz didnt really ate lunch. Then reach home at 8. Didnt go bowling n CW,sorry couldnt come :( mom dun allow me to go -.-""" haizzz nxt time make things up to u la k, after exams hehe i lanja la k, but just this once coz i would b breakin my promise bout last time lanja haha :P bbut anyway hope u guys had fun...
Ill b endin things here, it seems lik i hav written a novel haha :P so cya guys n happy reading haha :P
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Cute food
I duno y I bothered searching for these cute food pics on google..probably out of boredom. Here:
Thursday, July 17, 2008
essay/post
Some critics ( my mom) believe tat i do not spend my time wisely n i just use the comp too much n tat i go out too much. Well in this post, im gonna mention bout things related to this topic including how i spent my time the past wk, life at school since then, the stress i hav been feeling n wat i was doing when my mom keeps yelling at me for using too much comp. I cant examine all areas but will confine myself to wat i consider to b most significant. By past wk i mean the time since i last blocked n by life at school i mean EXTREME TORTURE!!!. Despite this being a complicated issue, it sound pretty simple to me hahaha
LOL ok tats the template we hav 2 learn for gp haha for introduction, i was bored so decided to use it to start things off.
Last saturday, FARMAN were suppose to go out for a lil gathering but unfortunally things didnt go as planned at all n things got very sasak n i got quite pist with some1, nt any of my frens of course,just some *******.Let me try summarise the situation for u la k.
Last saturday...... after school i went to canteen to meet up with every1 to reconfirm everything n when i got there,i learned tat Farid couldnt come -.-""" (farid kau talor :P) haha ok nt funny n lil sasak oledi coz 2nd time he couldnt come oledi -.-"""" haizzz but anyway tat was still ok la coz everything else was still ok,just 1 person cant come but then amoy say she couldnt come as well,haiyo, 2 ppl oledi. She couldnt come coz i changed the schedule (which i let her know 2 days b4 n she just 'happened' to forget :P haha) then she say she cant come. Then i found out tat ehsan was coming ( im nt saying tat u menyampuk saja ah san haha, ur company was nice haha nasi katok :P), this is all happening lik few hrs b4 everything. So yea nw u understand my dilemma. So when i got back i told raz to rebook excapade for 6pm n i booked the tickets ( ill mention bout the tickets l8r again) for hellboy 2
So at around 3 pm,everything seemed ok oledi, everything was going according to plan. However, amoy msged me lik 50 mins to 6 saying she has no transport -.-"""" wth, the whole plan changed becoz of her n she s nt coming -.-" wth. Ok nvm la,just go to hav fun.
At excapade, 6 30, n no1 there yet -.-""" wth, it was suppose to b 6, but anyway kwang n ehsan came lik 1 min after i did so nvm. Raz came lik 10 mins after tat then the rest came pretty much v late la haha n zatul came the latest :P haha lik 7 15 haha n 1 surprising thing was tat amoy came, she msged me 20mins b4 saying she was bored at home n she wanted sushi delivered to her :P haha but yea she did come,she said she use purple bus though which ill nvr believe haha :P (sorry moy but u n purple bus nvr go in the same sentence wa :P haha) so tat was at excapade n here r some pics....
rambut ku bida -.-" so long lik hell,should hav put wax -.-""
zaty, zatul n qilah reluctant to do the 'peace' sign but kena force haha :P
black n white haha
kwang,zatul,zaty n me ( i wanted to do something but i didnt in the end, v evil haha, kan moy :P)
ARA
Raz n kwang
kwang n qilah
haha u guys hav no idea how many pics we took b4 this 1 haha
Hmm so after excapade was when everything started to go oh so wrong. Well 1st of all, i said i was only gona lanja $70 - $80 max but guess how much it went to?? $ 128!! yea 128,n guess who ended up paying alot more than initially said -.-"" yea u guessed it,me... hmm i should really learn how to keep my promise on this things n btw this is my last time lanja-ing ah n this time i really mean it ( but yea i sort of owe ki 1 time so yea an exception haha :P nice promise ying haha thnx for telling her :P haha jk) well i dun wana mention bout $ anymore la,sasak ku sudah, but im just glad amoy was there when i needed her so thank u moy for saving me. N guys,i dun mind lanja but i really hav limits k but anyway last time oledi anyway haha :P
After excapade,went to mall, 1st went to cineplex n tats when i got v v v sasak. I book the tickets for hellboy for 7 30 n 9 20 but under 1 name n when we went at 8+ to collect the tickets,the freakin guy told us tat my booking was cancelled coz i book for 7+ show n tat the 9+ 1 also cancel, WTF!!!!!! asshole man,no1 told me wa!!! dumbass benar eh. So the guy told us to come back at 9 15 n check if any1 havent collect their tickets yet so we cn hav better seats. So to let out all of our sasak ness,especially mine,we went to arcade but more specifically k box.
In k box since 8 40,then me n moy went to cineplex at 9 15 to c if hav tickets n there r 4,row E, so we went back n ask if the others wanted,but they said nvm la,just say there, so we sang n sang till 10 30 :P haha, around 2 hrs singing :P lol haha fun tapi i kinda lost my voice the nxt day haha :P ada video nya with kwang singing Jay chow haha :P mayb i put nxt time la haha :P ok kah kwang? ?:P haha dun wan la,l8r too much complements wa haha :P
At 10 30, we walked down but on the way down guess wat we do again? haha u guessed right, more pics haha :P, the girls crazy bout pics 1 haha
The days tat followed were pretty much boring but stressful non the less but ill just mention bout wat 'interesting' thing tat has happened la.By interesting i mean how teachers torture us n thinks its just a game.
Mr saxon gave us a presentation to do bout functional groups, melvin n me a group, n we r doing bout carboxylic acids. SO MUCH TO DO AH!!! n if u think tats hard, wats harder is tat we havent learned anything bout it yet this yr, so we r just kinda doing our own research on it.
Mr Ray also gave us a presentation to do, melvin n me team again n our topic is bout business of media violence. Nt much to do for tat 1 but we hav2 do the preparation of the presentation in 40 mins, 3 slides.
We had a maths topical test n all the teachers r rushing to finish the syllabus or cramp us with revisions. Bio we r really rushing lik hell n phys 2, nw then we r starting to do practicals -.-"" lik wth, there r 6 mths b4 this n we only did 2 pracs in those 6 mths n nw we r rushing to finish the syllabus. No pointing fingers at any1 la.
Today finally had squash but for the 1st 20 mins every1 was just sitting there coz no1 had squash ball haha so we waited for some1 to bring :P haha. Today no mood play ah, injured my foot some more haizzz bad wk la -.-""" stress + pain some more nw haizzzz bad feng sui ah :P
Tons of hw still to b completed n tomolo hav tuition again n hws for tat havent finish also -.-""" haizzz y so much work to do ah!!!!!!!!!! sai la n rolly s gona quit again nxt wk -.-"" hai y quit kan?? boring oledi la :( sils also nt coming tomolo :( haizzz
Anyway i hav posted a way too long post oledi, so tag ppl n cya, hopefully i do not die of stress by then....n oh yea to end things off on a very very very low note, my dumb comp screen crap oledi ah, part of my screen all white n i cant see a thing there -.-" apple comp is stupid lol n nw i cant see the button to off my comp -.-""" walao eh...
Friday, July 11, 2008
why a guy loves u
this is another forwarded msg i found, n i guess personally most of it is true...
When a GUY is quiet and is alone, > > He's is thinking how good you're, Miss > > you!!! > > > > When a GUY is lying on his bed, > > He is thinking deeply why he loves you. > > > > When a GUY looks at you in your eyes, > > He wants to tell you how much he loves you and how important you're. > > > > When a GUY answers 'I'm Fine' after awhile, > > He is not and feels hurts. > > > > When a GUY keep asking you the same question, > > He is wondering why you are lying. > > > > When a GUY hugs you while sleeping, > > He is wishing that you belongs to him forever. > > > > When a GUY calls you everyday, > > He Miss You and wants your attention. > > > > When a GUY wants to see you everyday, > > He cares for you and want to know how are you today. > > > > When a GUY sms's u everyday, > > He wants you to know he is fine. > > > > When a GUY says I love you, > > He really means it. > > > > When a GUY says that he can't live without you, > > He has made up his mind that you are his future wife. > > > > When a GUY says 'I Miss You', > > He wants to see you immeditely.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
6 words that cn really hurt
Its just a forwarded msg but i think its quite touching...
6 words can really hurt... Scroll down. if this doesn't touch you... you're heartless. One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. .... The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. .... Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it , it said "Without your love, I would die.
chewing plastic
Hmm it seems lik my basic routine for the wk, study from monday to thurs, then on thurs nite blog, then friday tuition n do more hw, saturday school n relax a bit n sunday rush with unfinished hw. MY GOD i cn say out my whole schedule in 2 lines -.-""" social life big fat ZERO!! haha oh well tests coming up anyway n oh yea haha today i got back my composition from sir n he wrote on my paper on the 2nd line "this must b the longest sentence in the world" haha :P coz i wrote like 4 lines without even using a full stop haha :P just like nw hahahahaha :P
This wk is i dono how to describe la but Ian was right, bloggin nw a days is like chewing plastic haha coz i dono la its just nt fun anymore but basically i hav absolutely nothing to do online nw a days but to blog so ill just go ahead n write crap just lik i always do.
Oh yea b4 i start, just wanted to wish my dad a very happy bday n also a very happy birthday to Santi 2 hehe (ms bimbo) :P haha jk.
It seems lik during the holiday, some of us r actually counting the days to get back to school but in school most of us r actually counting the number of days till the nxt holiday, we dun care if its just a public holiday or a very long holiday,we just need a break from time to time hehe.
School has become a bore n very hectic nw a days,it just seems lik the teachers r purposely boring us to death or something, n it seems lik every lesson is getting scarier by the min as the longer the lesson goes on coz the longer it goes on, the easier we dose off n as we dose off n day dream, teachers r lik jaguars or something, ready to pounce as soon as they get the chance, eg in Mr Saxon's class, i was targeted a few times oledi by him n so i really TRY my best nt to day dream in his class n also every other haha (nw trying to do that in phys :P) haha i dono but i just seem to empty my whole knowledge of phys during ck rahimah's class then when she asks ques, the 1st thing ill always think to myself is 'SHIT!!!' haha :P
Gp class is, most of the time, fun haha i dono y, the teacher is a lil crazy n sometimes quite hyper, lik there is always a lil kid inside of him but he s cool, most english teachers r cool, but mr Ray is haha very hyper la haha, he loves to imitate ppl,esp malays haha " HUH APA??" haha :P totally classic mr Ray hehe n that day he was adding '-Lah' to the back of everything just lik we use to do haha :P. He was telling us bout his idea for brunei n the ' orang putih' haha :P funny funny funny hehe, he insulted his own kind haha which is sooooo funny n he was talking bout the 8ft tall cement pitcher plant at the lace i forgot haha :P but anyway he was giving his idea n plans n saying the 'orang putih' loves the jungle etc n his umm 'tour package' tat he is proposing haha funny funny funny once again, its 'very cheap-Lah' according to him haha :P n he was talking bout the 'orang putih' being so dumb, saying us asians wan2 become white n the 'orang putih' wan2 become brown. Then they actually fly a few thousand miles n actually put cooking oil on them n fry themselves in the sun to get tat colour :P haha he really said tat, funny-LAH haha :P
Lol did i actually typed out a whole paragraph without even using a single full stop? :P haha oh well. So today hmmmmm we had stats test, ask KCK how it was n he said it was 'kacang lah' :P haha so i believed him n it turned out to b quite ok-lah :P haha but i think i got the whole of number 2 wrong :S hmm i dono la, its over. Was talking with Farid, Amoy, Raz n Kwang during recess to plan for our FARMAN outing. FINALLY its quite confirm haha after how many months of planning, amoy wa haha jk moy if ur reading :P haha n dun hit me, sakit wa :P haha me so gd wa so dun hit me hehe (hey every1, im v v v nice kan? hehe :P i bet ying will b the 1st 1 to say NO!!! haha :P)
During lunch, we made a few final decisions n then talked to Zaty n Faj bout them being chinese gold diggers haha :P interesting topic i must say haha :P coz i was the chinese n both of them r trying to open up my wallet so big till my wallet actually breaks n all my $ fall out haha but lik i said b4, im broke wah so even if u dig a big hole in my wallet, n even copper will fall out wa, only butterflys will fly out wa n mayb a few spider webs haha :P but Zaty i did promise u so haha last time ah :P hehe
During extra class, we did some writing during gp then sir talked bout love haha :P seriously 'LOVE'. He says its the most powerful n important thing in the world n bout 8% of the time its love n happiness n 92% of the time is just pain haha :P gp is fun :P haha then we continued watching ' Notting Hill'. Great mv, recommend ppl who havent watch it yet to go buy the dvd, its gdddd haha. Oh yea i forgot, we watched ' the witches' during cca, it was ok lah, so so nia n the girls all scream haha paloi :P the part nt scary but the scream scared me haha :P stupid benar haha :P
Chem was horrible, i didnt manage to finish my practical n 1 whole page is totally blank, i totally bet sir will kill me nxt wk haizzz -.-""" nt enough time wa hmm. So after chem i went to play netball coz for some reason no1 was playing handball,haiz looking forward to play oledi but no1 play but anyway it was fun too. Well 1st of all i would lik to say very very very sorry to all the girls who i hav injured haha :P my v bad n yea i know with my height n weight advantage i could easily crush u,nt in a bragging way but in a truthful way n so i apologise again to those i hav injured n well the match was fun. It seems lik every1 on the opposing team hates me haha :P i dono y :P im just doing lik any other defender would do, pick up the ball n throw it :P haha isnt tat wat im suppose to do? :P haha n the 1st match, Fifah hates me :P then the 2nd suka tia haha coz i was in her team haha :P god nxt time i just b neutral la, i pick up the ball n throw up into the air only, dun care who catch :P haha my team mates will kill me though :P haha n they all say im lik swatting a fly haha :P lik when the ball come just hit it away lik nothing :P haha talor jua haha
So anyway ill just end things here, oh yea, just came back from excapade, my god soooo full, hope zatul is nt reading this haha l8r she cry n keep saying she wants sushi n tell me lanja -.-" god so many chinese gold diggers, go after chin kai wa haha :P haha sorry kai kena expose :p haha n oh yea btw ying, im sure u did well la so u dun hav2 worry bout a thing k :) with or without the 'thing' u did hahaha :P when u think bout it though,its kinda funny :P haha but yea im sure u did great, trust me, everything will b ok :). So cya guys n hope saturday goes as planned n mayb will even hav pics to upload, Finally haha :P
I tried, I may failed, but I did not give up...n I guess Im satisfy with that. for now at least. Cant say how I'll react when d real result comes up. Im thnkin...if Im nt even qualify for Dana last yr, what r d chances of gettin mindef's? Bt me being me will make sure I stay optimistic regardless of watever might/might not happen. Im really really fine regardless of what I did tat day (you ppl knw what Im talkin abt =P hahah).
I need episode 18 of fated to love you!! I cant wait to finish watchin d end of it. 4 more episodes to go n tat actually mean a mth more to go since youtube upload once every wk. Im so gona buy a copy of that mv for keepsake. It kinda makes me change my mind on some perspective..mayb..or at least for nw..duno bt d future.
"No life, however dirty and broken, is beyond redemption. Or beyond hope."
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
"The truth is bitter, and it can be terrifying, but when you encounter it honestly and without weapons you will discover a courage you can never learn in battle." M loving that statement above. Got it from a web which I'm currently reading to enrich & equip myself with psychological knowledge (ehseh ;]) to prepare myself for my own battle 2molo. hehe Haf absolutely no idea what d interviewers r gona ask tho some othrs have been thru it. No1's enclosing any details so far abt d interview and i aint gona ask them. Its nt fair n well, i dun wana freak out anymore than I have after hearing frm Zatil abt d speech esp.
Surprisingly, Im quite calm right now. Its a gd thing right? Anyway, I should get back 2 my reading. Gdnite ppl! =)
oo I found another one I like. Here: "No matter what anyone does to you, no one can take away from you your capacity to do good. You lose it only by willingly giving it up yourself."
Thursday, July 3, 2008
no title :P
Hahahahahahhahaha hmmmmmmmm, tat was how long holiday lasted till school reopen, 2 seconds, how nice..... but yea anyway, if u dun oledi know, school reopened lik 4 days ago, DUH~ haha :P so yea anyway, since i havent been bloggin in a while, another major post but no pics i think, mayb will add in a few la we ll c.
Anyway b4 school actually reopened, it was ADRIAN's BIRTHDAY!!! so HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!!! :) n im vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv sorry couldnt come tat nite :( but hope u had fun. So yea well i hav known this guy since form 1 till nw n just played squash with him just nw haha, he s quite crazy at times but fun also la, nt boring, but cn get a bit annoyin at times haha :P esp if talk bout some1... (hey guys u now who im talkin bout rite :P) haha but yea a great fren n wonderful company to have around.
A pic which was taken 3 yrs ago i think, nav, me, ian n adrian ( 4 amigos hehe)
Haha so 30th June, school reopened n also Adrian n oh yea Ehsan's Bday also,hey san lupa include u also haha but yea happy bday 2 u 2 hehe :) great ambuk fren as well haha been classmates with him for 5 yrs n every1 of those yrs in the same class with him has been very very crazy haha :P
Anyway.....as hav been sayin, school reopen, 1st day back at school n every teacher seems pumped up to torture n kill us from the start of the 1st bell ring, its lik a competition among teachers 2 see who cn torture the most number of classes/students in 5 hrs. I think every teacher tied as every lesson was equally exhausting. Im nt in a very joyful mood as i pretty much wasted my holiday n wished i had more time but yea, still in holiday mood n i bet umm 100% of the students feel tat way 2 haha :P but hey ppl holiday doesnt last forever so get use to it.
To start the morning of a beautiful monday, chemistry. We did quite a bit of writing n sir also keep on pressuring me to give reasons for my answers, which make me ssoooooo panicky n just blabber wat ever i tot of haha :P but anyway i finallyyyyyy got the answer he was looking for haha :P. 2nd lesson phys, omg haha :P well me n sherwin make a pact to answer as many ques as we could whick was asked by teacher so she doesnt go into her ' PMS' mode again this term :P haha n i must say, the 1st day was great to start things off haha :P we answered almost every ques she threw at us n phew she smiled for once hahaha :P teacher is nt chris after all haha :P jk chris if ur reading :P
After break nw, Bio started again, the last memory i remembered of bio was the last day of the last term,where we watched HOUSE n MY NAME IS EARL n teacher also lanja-ed us. So... 1st lesson back, continued with our current topic n teacher told us tat we r far behind :S n tat we need to catch up. So teacher finished our remaining stuff n gave us 2 hw -.-" n she told us we were going to hav nt 1 but 2 end of topic tests -.-""""""""""""""" haizzz thanks tcher for tat 'nice' welcome back to school 'gift' n to make it worse, it was goin to b this comin wed n thurs, which was 2 days from then -.-"""""""""""""""""""" ( and the award for the teacher who tortured the most students in 2 periods goes to ck juraidah!!! congrats tcher -.-""""""""""""""") haizzzzzz
So after bio was gp, ah..... mr ray.... hehe so the 1st lesson began with work work n more work from him. A comprehension to b exact n he laughed n clapped when we were reading the passage n he even said ' i cant believe you actually read tat'. We were lik wth, its called a READING comprehension right??? haha but yea he has his methods which r actually quite easy. No need to read the whole passage, just the ques n go find the ans. I remember this technique back when i was in primary, remember jawi?? haha well i nvr read the passages ever haha n i juts read the ques n search the passage for the word from the ques n just copy the whole sentence haha :P
During bio extra class, sherry kinda tricked me n rolly coz every1 was lik wth here n there n sherry told us tat extra class was going to b till 3 coz after we study we hav2 do prac again, me n rolly were lik WTH!!!! :S then even go ask teacher again, when she said no, we turned to look at sherry n he was just gigglin at the back lik a dumbass :P haha
Tues came n i was hoping for a lil bit relaxing day but hai tat didnt really happen. 1st period was gp n sir keep mentioning a saucy young granny flying a kite in kampong ayer haha :P coz he was trying to tell us how easy it is to lie about facts in the newspaper n do nt believe everything u read. Phys was a complete disaster!! haha our pact completely shattered on the 2nd day only hahaha :P we couldnt answer a single ques n the PMS mode returned :P haha
Wed was quite a bore except the really crap part where teacher told us tat we r going to have a stats test nxt wk -.-""""""""" haizzz y sooooo many tests 1 kan!!! n oh yea, bio test today also. SAI LA!!! only 4 of us sat for it (me, melly, hakeemah n aklimah) coz the scholarship students went for briefing so they get to skip it -.-"""""" even more sai la!! ROLLY U KALOK GU!!!!! din do hw, copy only, lazy boy n didnt even study cn get scholarship baie!!!!!!! :P haha but anyway gdluck to every1 who has gotten the scholarship n will miss u guys when u leave.
Today came n i was quite happy to b able to play squash again after nearly 3 wks of nt playing it. As expected, was reallyyyyyy reallyyyyy rusty. Missed most of my shots n my serve completely sucked today. Cody Sherry n Ian joined us, Sherry slide inside the squash court n hav 2 holes in his pants hahahah :P n he say squash suck, BOOOOO SHERRY!!!!! just becoz u suck at it doesnt mean its nt nice to play :P haha but for a beginner,ur nt bad. After cca we had gp n chem extraclass. During chem, sir didnt tell us wat to do then we soooo bangang till we just hantam go take solutions n stuff but finally we agreed to do 1 experiment per group n finally we got it right. Sir was lik im sorry i didnt tell u guys wat to do coz i was 'observing' u guys to c how long it took u to realise wat to do -.-"""" so we wasted lik 30 mins.
Pretty much nothing happened after tat n oh yea gdluck for everything Ying, ull do fine dun worry :) hehe if debating im sure ull win 1 la hahaha :P enough practice from me oledi kan :P haha ;) anyway, keep me updated on wat has happened k :) hehe LOL ( Lots Of Luck) n tag ppl... cya guys
Current drama obsession:
Im reaching episode 16 soon! =D Its really really gd. Funny, sad, touching. I even cried okay? =P Its kinda similar to this korean drama 'Wonderful Life'..esp how everything starts off. But there r lotsa differences la. Totally worth watching!
Hmm..today wasnt as scary as I tot. heheh But nxt wed wud b a tough 1. Mini-speech, grp debate and then my interview! Im d 2nd for tat day..which is kinda a good thing coz I can get it over with quickly. Met some of my ex-chms friends too. Actually lotsa 'repeating' ppl. As in alot of them who applied for Dana/special scheme last yr applied for this scholarship as well.
Im a vegetarian for d day! =D heheh Chian Mei inspired me to be one actually =P hahaha trueee! lik since last mth, based on d chinese calender, every 1st and 15th, I suggested eating vegetarian food n so far, im surviving! Lunch juz nw was really delicious, thanks cm! =) Im actually goin somewhere there again 2nite! hahaha I duno if same place or nt but my mom say near d 'old' Le Apple there so I thnk nt d same lo. heheh
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Im gettin more nervous by d minute! The long xtreme battle starts 2molo! =S which might determine whether my future will b secured by that 'most prestigious' scholarship in Brunei. I havent a clue what to prepare..except asking and answering my own questions in my head, NOT out loud =P Im actually trying hard NOT to ask myself anything..I dun wana structure my sentences perfectly for fear that its not entirely honest, which is very highly likely. But I dont wana give stupid answers too...
I'll just hafta make myself mentally prepared since I cant physically prepare anythin. Wish me luck ppl! =)